BRAVERY 52 | List 20

LIST 20 | What is one problem or challenge you currently have in your life? List all the possible reactions you could have to this challenge.

I suppose my greatest challenge at this moment is the same challenge that shows up every day: me. I often have a hard time getting out of my own way.

My youngest has been dealing with a NH Lymphoma diagnosis and that has me living between here (Toronto) and there (Southampton) as the renovations continue on my new home and Caden receives the treatment he needs. I have to admit the timing is remarkable and I'm happy living here in a condo in Toronto rather than the Quality Inn (which I'm sure is lovely) in Southampton. I just feel like over the last year I'm endlessly treading water. I'm used to being productive and not used to imposed limbo. I'm grateful. I'm frustrated. This and that are true - and this and that shall pass.

The estimated move-in date is late June which coincides with Caden's end of treatment. Fingers crossed everything works out and he leaves here with a clean bill of health because ultimately, this time is all about him. Though, I'm greatly looking forward to living on ground level again!

I can react from a space of lack but that wouldn't be real. I could react from a space of abundance and that feels more authentic. My daily reality is that I live in a space of gratitude, I just have to remind myself how fortunate I am every once in a while.